i’m not excited about my birthday anymore at all. all the things which i planned won’t work out.
i wanted to skype with two friends but they probably forgot about it already and i don’t want to remind them since they have other things on mind. (it would be probably awkward the whole time anyway) On saturday i’ll see my best friend but i’m not even happy about that. i mean it’s nice to spend the day with her again but i don’t like it that just because we’re going to this town again where her best friend lives, where she just moved in with her boyfriend, we’re going to visit her and help her with whatever. maybe it will turn out good but that’s not what i planned.
nothing turned out as i planned it.