my sleeping schedule is totally fucked up again. but always only in winter. maybe i’m predetermined to go on hibernation…
haha i have no plans when it comes to clothes in these drawings. i’ll just put together what looks good to me :T idk if it fits together LOL i don’t care.
browsing thousands of photos and an endless puzzle. fine tuning + drawing later. meep.
ok i think i’m gonna do this challenge and draw a fanart for each song of ‘Born This Way’. in the same style as the previous ones. i already made short notes what i imagine. now i only have to search photos + references and i can start. meep.
i want to draw something big or at least something which is not just something from a performance or appearance. something like my last drawing (-> halfway between reality + fantasy) uhm…idk. for example: how about a drawing for each song of Born This Way? idk
i absolute HATE IT that i get attached to people so fast. i hate this part of me. everytime when this happens.
i just took a 4,5h nap and had the weirdst dreams, from sad, stupid till scary. everything :o
my personality is a big. fucking. mess. and i’m a horrible friend “orz
i need sleeeeeeep and some idiot called me a few hours ago when i was sleeping. whoever it was, should have insomnia the next weeks. argh. *yaaaaaawn*
i expected too much again. a simple conversation, that’s all i was hoping for. *forever dreaming* ok, good night, for real now.
good night i hate it, when i say ‘good night’ to someone and i don’t receive anything. it makes me feel like i’m annoying them. whatever. bye.
i need a hug. now…
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i’m so exhausted + down. my head + hand + ears hurt and i just want to die fall asleep.
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prostitutewrench replied to your post: what i really hate is when i follow people on… Agreed, that’s literally the most annoying thing, omg. i always unfollow them after a while if they continue doing that :/
what i really hate is when i follow people on tumblr which are couples and then ‘hack’ each others account and have to tell everyone how much they love each other. sorry but one time it’s cute. but not multiple times per week. *rant over*
the drawing is done. my hand + ears hurt but whatever. i would dedicate it to a certain person but that would be cheesy. so nevermind.
seriously i just have the feeling, when i stop drawing, i’ll be dead :|
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i just ripped up this drawing into pieces…
i’m a master at ruining my day by myself. *puts music at full volume and continues drawing even though sobbing + pain in my hand*
chris-speaks-cat replied to your post: since i don’t have any alcohol here to get drunk,… Stop being so cynical. problem? mad? both?
since i don’t have any alcohol here to get drunk, i decided i can be productive and continue drawing. so yeah…that’s the plan. i refuse to go to bed before i’m done with this drawing. but why am i telling you that, when you all only care about the finish drawing. :T
it wasn’t so easy to find good photos for my next drawing but i like it and it fits, so i either start drawing later or i’ll draw it tomorrow :)
i wanna get drunk so badly right now. ugh.
ok. tonight i don’t expect anything, i don’t wait, i don’t even try to talk first, i just…idk, maybe watch movies :)
haha i love drawing fanarts to certain lyrics. this was one of them :D
drawing. drawing. drawing. *don’t think about anything else* drawing. drawing. drawing.
Anonymous asked: hey, I was wondering, did you ever went to art school? and if not, what did you studied? :) *just curious*