Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about and they don’t realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. But you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.
so i think it’s a draw between “bad romance” and “telephone” which is the next fanart. but still the best answer is “gay as fuck” i mean..lol wtf just because i draw fanarts of the music videos of Lady Gaga i’m gay? XD LOOOOOOOOL i love to draw, i love art and i love her music videos. for me they are awesome, so does it make me gay? LMFAO xDDDDDDDDDDD
When you follow a bunch of people on tumblr and they're all friends with each other and they're really goddamn cool and funny but you're not part of the group so you just sit back and laugh at all the jokes they make to each other with your "forever alone" face on.
i decided to split my current blog up. i’ll post there only my drawings and which is related to my art. nothing else. so you can expect WIPs, drafts, sketches, junks and finished illustration. That means i won’t post this stuff here anymore except of finished illustrations!
The reason why i create this blog is because, i reblog to much instead of posting personal things and i thought that the posts, which are really about me, are going under in the tons of reblogs. OTL
whatever. excuse my bad english and thanks for hopefully following :B
I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking.
I mean like…Why would they even do that? I’m just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special.
i think about going on hiatus. i deal with this thought already for weeks. i have absolutely no ideas and although i rly want to draw, i kinda have no motivation to take the time and think about a picture.